Am I The Biggest Tori Amos Fan?

In my head, I am her biggest fan... and my friends can see it in my actions... I enjoy having her in my life, hung up on the wall... These pictures show most of my stuff... items that I have been collecting during the past years... Cd's, posters, drawings, paintings, t-shirts, and so on...

As you can see, I have double copies of some cd's, and also, you can notice some wear in a few of them... That's because those cd's were around me during my painting and drawing sessions.

I love bootlegs... The first one I got is the number sixth on the picture, for only 2 dlls... It was already used and I bought it at the Spring Valley swap meet. At that time, I thought it was an originally realeased item by Tori. A few others were bought at a local store here in Tijuana (Ciruela Electrica), and the last ones were bought at ebay.

These are my singles...

Their story is very similar to the bootlegs...

I like posters... This is my favorite...

But I have to admit that Bob Masses' work is amazing...

The ebay seller alleagued these are original prints, and they are signed by Bob Masse.

I have only a few magazines... When I was a teenager, I used to buy lots of 'em, and I hate to throw them out to the garbage... So, I stopped buying magazines... Instead I decided to look for the good ones...

I like to personalize my notebooks, so I did it with these ones...

I don't understan why, but Choirgirl is my favorite...

I only have attended to three shows, and by looking at the t-shirts, you can guess to which ones I went... My favorite? I think Lottapianos... Ben Folds was in it, and Magaly was with me... I sang like I never did before that, to the point of almost loosing my voice, or being punched by some angry female fans during Silent All These Years...

Some artwork and newspaper articles are displayed here... I love that watercolour print... I made it around 6 years ago...

These are my babies... The girl on the right...? She's my beloved one... An old lady wanted me to sell her this treasure (that's how I see her)... And I said no with a nice smile...

I cannot call myself a photographer, but I love to be behind the camera. For some reasons, I have put this activity on the side... But, a few months ago, I had this project in mind... I wanted Tori to be a bullfighter... Red has become one of her personal marks, and red means life and death in bullfighting... I could not get this project to an end... Will do it soon...

Here are my sketches...

My version of Pink-Scarlet...

My version of Black-Scarlet... You don't need photoshop to make nice things...

I used to have an office... which was decorated-personalized with my stuff... Tori was there...

And also, that painting that helped me to win second place in a contest, when I was in the University...

My 'precious things'...

Tori on the wall of my studio...

Tori on a messages board in my studio...

My favorite security item... desinged by me...

The other side of it... and a book full of insightful thoughts... and crazy ideas.

I've been Little Masochist since more than two years and counting...

You can give a look to what I have in my hard disk by clicking here, here, and here... That's not all... I have a few more gigas stored in cd's... What I like most to download from internet is video...

I just want to thank Alternative Press for releasing the most hypnotizing cover ever... Now it's my wallpaper...

A friend of mine went to Paris... She saw this and started to think of me. Asked her husband to take the picture, just to have a prove that she thinks of me... I said 'you don't have to prove it... sistah!'

I have to admit that Tori has influenced my life in a way that I never thought somebody could do... I mean, outside my family... Yes, I can tell: I AM THE BIGGEST TORI AMOS FAN...

Little Masochist.

Pd. And this little masochist she's ready to confess all the things that I never thought that she could feel...